To Fly !!

I see a man

a man not far away

with a dream...!!

dream to fly high,

dream to be a hawk !!

But to be a hawk ...one need streamlined wings

And the will to take a risk...!!

Risk of giving yourself to gravity,

and wings the ability to fly high.

He is not sure as to how high can he fly

but shining stars fascinate him,

though far away

they look so close and accessible.

I see those bright eyes

they reminds me of "Arjun" from one of the epics !!

So bright and focused

Yet searching for something...

or someone who can help them

in seeing the not so seen

And make possible what seems unpredictable, impossible...

May the dream come true...!!

and thy can see him fly deep in the sky !!

An Introspection

Standing infront of strangers , and

Venting out words in stress,

Collecting all ur calm n patience..

Its not easy, my friends...

All you do seems nice n sane for u,

Maybe not so for others,

Never forget !! This world is looking at u, with,

Open eyes n ears...

All in all a wonderful experience, I lost,

My virginity to a thing called "Stage"

'Acceptance' is no more a frightful lexicon for me,

Its gotta be a part of my Life, no longer a mirage

Once lost is lost forever ?? No, i say..

Failures amounted, would lead to success, someday,

So shall this world, accept me too, someday,

Those few moments of success deserves to be lived for, for being happy n gay :-)

Thank u Sir, for giving me an opportunity to be in stage today,

So what if i cudnt meet ur expectations, this day,

I m not finshed yet without making u proud for Me,

Time and Tide shall wait for this time, as i allow u to lead my way ...

A Smile heeded Unanimously...

Spending 23 years in this fast-paced world,

I recollect the days of my agility,

I see studies, sports and fights,

All satisfactorily meeting my ability.

The mark where i was left behind was Love, and the Beloved,

But does it really need to be shaved and shoved???

A big NO NO is what i realize,

Coz thats a feeling that , alike, leaves the giants and the Dwarfs Moved.

Never had i felt that my Life belonged to me,

for, the reason was deep instilled in heart,

Life was limited to some finite line of time,

But i didnt want to feel it to be short.

I loved a girl, a gem in this world,

She is no longer mine, no tears do i shed,

She had taught me that not all are a Midas,

Someone or the other will always accompany u to the death-bed.

I spent some unmet moments n days with Her,

Goosepimples and shivers were made known to me, :-)

Days were filled with joy and merry,

My life was full like a go-round-merry. :-)

Those thrills in the classroom, those hands clamped together,

The windy evenings, and feeling of as light as a feather,

For us all that mattered was moments of joy,

sittin in each others sight and payin no heed to the weather :)

Gettin up early mornings in the dawn to meet each other,

coz no other time suited us better,

She was body-guarded and i bonded to a hostel,

Today retrospection gives me chills and jitters.

Its all over now and i embark a new life,

Some part of my life gave moments of joy to Her.

That feeling gives me happiness and pleasure,

For i shall not hold her hand anymore and address her as my wife.

It was mutually hard for us to separate, but,

Our parents' love cud never beat the feeling we shared,

We were fortunate to have not attempted extreme measures,

Our Life was still to be lived for Them, and Love had withered.

I take pride in having loved Her in my life,

Not to mention we had our share of thrills and fantasies,

Today those memories help me in cheering Me up,

She found a shoulder and i found a new Heart, no more butterflies :-)

Its all maturity and experience that makes me stand,

Other way round culture took a toll on Her,

So what we dont met anymore now,

The nights and dreans shall remain ours forever.

All the people in Love, my salutes to you,

Its all a part of Growing up,

Dont let it harm your better 'expected' half, for,

Every story shall end up in "You shall get someone better than me ", to sum up !!

Ending or a new Beginning ?!?!

Ending or a new Beginning ?!?!

Walking by a busy roadside on a cloudy day,
Only to find clouds all over my head;
Hovering my eyes all over, i saw an ailing creature,
Helpless, selfless, lonely lying on the earth-bed .

One thing always should be remembered-
Not all are born with silver spoons and ivory,
Someway or the other he has to bear the grunt of
life's ever Fading Glory........

As it started raining,
Two dogs and a juicy piece of bone caught my attention
The Strong prevailed over the weak???
No it was the motherly love that won,it was a mother and its son !!
Divinity still exists, was shown..

One thing always should be remembered-
Not me,not you are responsible for our lives,
Its our emotions that live in our names,
We just give our souls its physical frames..

I walked by the road and sat on a bench,
Children playing games, nice breeze in the air,
All of a sudden i saw the ailing boy asking for alms,
Innocent happiness on one side and grave helplessness on the other..

One thing should always be remembered-

Nature shields us naturally,
But we shield ourselves by our Sheer Nature,
More towards materialism n far off from nature..

The rain stopped, it was time now,
My Friend could be calling me anytime now,
Never before had i scolded rains before that day,
I was getting delayed to meet her :-)

One thing should always be remembered-

One should be more closer to himself, for

anyone else to know much better about you, than you yourself,

Hurts or pricks or makes you feel guilty with time!!

Then we met, talked and cherished ourselves, that moment passed by,
I never realised that could have been my last day,

Today she has no qualms on whom she has chosen for life,(at least shows it to be so)
I just remain an Onlooker !!neither of our's fault,
Just a lexicon called FATE...

Today my thoughts are clear, the air much sweeter,
Feeling confident and satisfied on most of my deeds,
Enjoying sports, friends, food, movies and fun,
Calm and composed and free of Those Emotional Weeds !!

One thing should always be remebered-

The happiest day in your life never comes,
Never wait for it, find happiness in everything you do,
The happiest moment is always unexpected and unforeseen--THE DEATH !!
coz till That moment you are just another Being,

You become immortal in hearts only when you are missed Forever..

Walking into my past

Now that i have gained some sort of settlement in my life(financially) its time for a bit of retrospection. I sometimes feel so happy when some of my people say that i am one of the first ones to settle down, at least starting to. Other way round, i have lost my freedom, forced to become timely, a bit of stress here n there, no 'bird-watching' programs, in short no time for myself. So what is the solution? -- i found walking into the past could be a good option. Never thought working would be so ****.

No night-outs, for fun; no trips nothing for this broken heart. Now it has been 7 long years i did not meet her. Long-distance STD relation does not work, i guess. Just expressing solitariness over the phone only adds up to the agony, i feel. Those innocent n beautiful eyes, lovely smile, hairs falling onto her forehead, short n sweet moments i spent on her nape, hugs, kisses!! Now just HOPE n OPTIMISM, lets see where it leads me too.

Wanted to become a Doctor,got into Biotechnology; thought of a PG, ended up doing a PG Diploma; looked up for a job in Clinical Research, landed into Marketing[thank god this time at least in CR industry, maybe start of good times:-)]

7 years, a long time indeed,
guys n gals come out from high school to professions,
some get stuck into the nuptial knot,
some even gain success, deserving n hard-fought;

In this life when will i realize my cast,
Thats why i am walking into my past;

To find some answers and moments,
to help me today,
To smile to myself n get off with this bland face,
coz today i m just existing at a snail's pace;

In this life when will i realize my cast,
Thats why i am walking into my past;

To make myself feel that i was happy n content,
had tasks planned out and was full of intent,

learn from mistakes and stay corrected for days ahead,
for i do not want myself to be thrown off like snake skin-shed;

In this life when will i realize my cast,
Thats why i am walking into my past;

Today,

i try to convince somebody, but they r in no mood to be convinced,
i try to make them happy, but they dont show out their happiness,
i still try harder to make ends meet, but they feel themselves to be @the end of an infinte straight line,
maybe thats how god wanted us to feel LOVE,
hmmm okies,just make that somebody MINE !!!!!!! :-)

With a glimmer of hope and a pinch of optimism,
I have to realize my cast and
Thats why i am walking into my past.......